Your grace is sufficient for me....
Your strength is made perfect when i am weak...
ALL THAT I CLING TOO.. I LAY AT YOUR FEET...
Your grace is sufficient for me......

He's more than enough for me.... when all i can say is... Lord... take charge.... take all these with you... my hurts.. my pains... my tears... i just want to sit beside you.. feel your loving embrace... be fed by the truth that... Your grace is sufficient for me... you know i can't handle much... and as much as i want to talk and say... i wud choose to be silent and feel your embrace and your word in me....

I'm Your Beloved....Your creation...
And You love me as i am...
You have called me chosen for Your kingdom...
Unashamed to call me Your own...
I'M YOUR BELOVED.....

I AM HIS BELOVED..... and i know... nothing He asks of me that would hurt me... nothing He requires of me that cud bring pains to me.... for I am His Beloved..... the very reason why He choose to give His only Son... because I am HIs Beloved..... and now.. if ever He asks me of sumthing.... WUD I NOT GIVE IT TO HIM????

Praise the God of earth and sky....
How beautiful is Your unfailing love... Unfailing love...
You never change God .. You remain the Holy One...
And my unfailing love... unfailing love..
And everything You hold in Your hands...
STILL YOU MAKE TIME FOR ME... I CAN'T UNDERSTAND....

Wat cud hinder me from praising you my Lord..... that despite of my pains and hurts.... and everything that is happening... The truth remains.... YOU NEVER CHANGE GOD... YOU REMAIN TO BE THE SAME... YESTERDAY.. TODAY AND FOREVERMORE.... and yes.... in time my hurts and pains will vanished but this one truth will remain forever true....YOU ALWAYS MAKE TIME FOR ME..... NO MATTER WHAT... what then cud hinder me from praising You.. My Lord.... My Unfailing love....

You are the peace that guards my heart...
My help in times of need...
You are the hope that leads me on...
And brings me to my knees...
For there, I find You waiting... for there i find release...
So with all of my heart I worship...
and unto You i sing....
FOR YOU ALONE DESERVES ALL GLORY...
FOR YOU ALONE DESERVES ALL PRAISE...
FATHER I WORSHIP AND ADORE YOU...
FATHER I LONG TO SEEK YOUR FACE....
FOR YOU ALONE DESERVES ALL GLORY ..
FOR YOU ALONE DESERVES ALL PRAISE...
FATHER I LOVE YOU... AND I WORSHIP YOU THIS DAY....

and this is what i really want to do right now.... to worship You My King... glorify You My redeemer.... express what i feel.. release everything... cry to the fullest until there is none left in my eyes.... sing for you... sing until everything fades... even the music.. the song... the lyrics... everything... and wat is left is my heart full of gratitude... full of thankfulness... full of appreciation... full of everything only for You.... FOR YOU DESERVES EVERYTHING....ALL GLORY.. PRAISE.. AND HONOR....

For He's more wonderful than my mind can conceive...
He's more wonderful than my heart can believe..
He goes beyond... my highest hopes and fondest dreams.....
He's everything... that my soul ever longs for...
Everything He promise and so much more....
More than amazing.. more than marvelous...
More than miraculous could ever be....
He's more than wonderful...
THAT'S WHO JESUS IS TO ME....

with everything that is around me... and everything that is happening... one sweet assurance that my JESUS IS MORE THAN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I COULD IMAGINE OR HOPED FOR.... HE SIMPLY IS MY LOVING ABBA FATHER ....AND... "Dad..... i'm waiting for that super duper tight hug and embrace from You.....".... now more than ever.... i CAN HONESTLY SAY.... I NEED THAT... BADLY.....


keep on smiling timothy kadesh.....

sigh*

s sandaling ito... hiling panalangin ko .....

wag naman pong mauwi s wala ang aking pamilya.....
ang isang relasyong hindi ko inaakalang mgging ganito kalalim s kin....
ay masisira lamang ng dhil s hindi inaasahang pagkakataon....

at kung pwedeng akuin ko n lang ang lahat... ggwin ko n...
kung pwede n ako n lang ang me ksalanan sakali mang
dumating s puntong masira at mabuwag ang lahat...
siguro mas gugustuhin ko n akuin ang lahat....

mahal ko ang pamilya ko.... at aaminin kong s bawat oras at araw
hindi nawala s isip ko ang bawat isa....
masakit para s kin n makitang nagkakaroon ng
hindi pagkakaunawaan ang bawat isa... at higit s lahat
n makitang nasasaktan ang bawat isa dhil s bawat isa....

s ngayon.... tanging naiisip ko... matapos n ang lahat...
at bumalik ang lahat s normal... s dati...
isang pamilyang humaharap man s problema at pagbatikos
ngagawang daanin ang lht s tawanan at simpleng biruan....

pero paano nga b kung nasa loob ang problema????...
paano mo bibigyan ng kasagutan ito...
paano mo aayusin ang lht....
paano mo ibabalik s dati at normal ang mga bagay-bagay...
paano nga ba???

maaari bang makiusap.....
wag nyong hayaan n masira ang lhat ng dhil lng dito...
nagsimula tyo ng wala ito at alam kong mabubuhay tayo ng wala din ito....
kung mahalaga s iyo ang pamilya at mhalaga s yo ang bawat isa....
isipin mo... handa k bang i-give up sila ng dhil lang s bagay n ito????

hindi ko man saklaw ang buhay ng bawat isa....
bilang isang kapamilya...
umaasa akong irerespeto at igagalang ng bawat isa ang aking saloobin...
ang aking damdaming s mga oras n ito ay nasasaktan at nhihirapan....

pero katulad ng dati... kailangang maging matatag at matapang...
hindi dahil s kaya ko ang lahat ng ito....kundi ang katotohanang....

ALAM NG AKING AMA ANG AKING NRARAMDAMAN.....
AT ALAM NYA KUNG PAANO AAYUSIN ANG LAHAT PARA S IKAKABUTI KO....
MAHAL NYA AKO AT SAPAT N ITO PARA MA-ASSURE AKONG
HINDI KO MAN NAIINTINDIHAN ANG LHAT KUNG BKIT DPT MANGYARI..
SAPAT N ANG PAGTITIWALA KO S KANYA....

n-b-blangko man ang utak at isip at puso ko....
hindi ito dpt mging dhilan para manahimik ako s isang tabi...
maraming nghihintay s kin... at maraming dpt gawin...
at khit mlungkot s aking pamilya ngayon....

DAPAT KONG IPAKITANG MASAYA AKO....
HINDI DHIL NEED... DI DIN DHIL KAILANGANG MG-PRETEND...
KUNDI ANG KATOTOHANANG NASA MGA KAMAY N NG AKING AMA ANG LHT NG ITO....

at ang dpt kong gwin... gwin ang mga pinapagawa nya....
dhil maraming magagandang bagay ang nghihintay hindi lng s kin... hindi lang s yo...
o s kanya... kundi s lht ng taong nangangailangan ng GRACE NG LORD....

kailangan kong mg-umpaw s grace dhil kpg apaw n apaw n ako....
mg-oover-flow ito at mahahawaan ang mga tao s pligid ko....

at lht ng ito alam kong DHIL LANG S KANYA.....
N NAGTIWALA, UMUNAWA AT NAGMAHAL S KIN...
KUNG KAYA MGAGAWA KO DIN NA
MAGTIWALA, UMUNAWA AT MHALIN ANG MGA TAO S PALIGID KO....
HIGIT LALO KAYO N PAMILYA KO....

biyaya at grasya p din tlg ng Lord.....