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isn't it funny how people would do everything just to caught someone's else attention????

honestly, i don't see any point of doing something because you want someone to notice you...unless for one truth.... YOUR REALLY NOT HAPPY WITH WHERE YOU ARE AND WITH WHAT YOU DO....

i'm not mad but quiet irritated with the things are going on... hello people... if what your trying to say is this:

1. " I'M HAPPY NOW "..... -- good for you... keep that happiness always....
2. " I ALREADY MOVE ON".... -- great... don't bother other people anymore...co'z honestly.. they are not interested as what your trying to say with your actions.... see... there's a lot more important things to do rather than focusing on you....but then... great that you already move on....
3. " I'M NOT HAPPY AND STILL STRUGGLING".... --- wow... honest enough to admit that??? well.... you've been there almost everyday of your life.... of course you know what to do....
4. " I STILL NEED YOU.YOU ALWAY MATTERS TO ME " ---- REALLY??? HAHAHA!!! i've heard it around 1000000000x ... but then.. u really don't know the true meaning of that phrase...
5. " NOTHING... I JUST WANT YOU TO NOTICE ME".... --- well... hope that that kind of "papansin" would make me smile all through my heart... but know what.... it only adds to that feeling of really staying away from you....


let me get it straight to you..... if your happy and already have moved on.... continue with your present life.... don't bother other people with your "papansin" tactics... it only annoys others... see... were all living in a quiet world and if you can't cooperate of making this world a better place to live... well i think.. you must be in outer space.... the world would not be needing those "papansin" moves...

but if your not happy and contented and still in that struggling situation.... my suggestion would be... take time to pause.. breath... and then look for those "qualified and matured people " that could help you to get out of that situation of yours....

and last.... if you just want to annoy or involve others with what your going through.... i would say that.. you let them know.. who knows they would be more than willing and eager to get themselves involve.... just let them know.....

and never show that kind of "papansin"tactic again... co'z u know what dear.... i have only one word for you.....

I PITY YOU ALL THE MORE......

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even if i keep it..... the truth would always be the same ... and the question would always be this.....

ARE YOU NOW READY TO FIGHT AND STAND FOR IT????

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i passed this road once ... and i was lost.....

then i passed this road again with someone... and that someone left me alone.... and so i again got lost.....

someday.. i'll be passing that same road for the third time... of course with someone.. but making sure sure that, that someone would never leave me so i won't get lost...

and ended enjoying the journey i made on that road....

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just when i want to give up... just when i cried so much.. hurt a lot.. ..quiet for a while... just when i thought that it's about to give up.......

i came again (for the nth times..hahaha) in prayer and ask my all-loving Abba Father for all of this.... I have a very good discussion and iyakan with Him.... I even asked Him to give me signs (I'm not doubting Him but it's my other side that is really makulit at this) whether to keep or to let go.... I asked Him of a very rare signs or answers... that if it His will to keep... shows me situations or answers that are very rare to me which will prove that it is really His will...(kulit ko tlg db??? d ble, my Abba understands me and loves me despite of my stubbornness) and if it's not His will.. e d walang sagot or signs.. i mean walang kakaibang mgganap dpt.... as simple as that but u know i'm really serious of this asking from Him....

a day passed and i haven't got my answer.. i thought, d nga siguro will.. but i was reminded.. i never give Him a tmeline pala...(hahaha...kulit ko tlg db???) pero honestly/... i was taking that possibility that it is really His will to let it go this time.....feeling ko kasi yun n ang gusto Niya mangyari... so i little by little accept the reality of that... until....

i open my account last night... and to my surprised.. a very rare answer came my way.... a rare name i found in my account... honestly.. i never expected to see that name... not in my wildest dream and yet there it is.... and so this must be the answer...

must be the answer because honestly i doubted...(kulit ko tlg eh.. eto yata yung mahirap tlga ako maniwala syndrome ko), i thought bk nmn nagkataon lng.. but call it coincidence... in God everything comes in His perfect time....

then again i asked Him for another sign or answer within this day.. an out of this country answer.. hahaha... and again without any timeline n nmn... but to my second surprise.... i was about to make my co-worker an acct which she asked of me yesterday.. and there i decided to make one for her and open my acct.. and then found a rare mail message ... it has no recepients written on it, so i thought this comes from someone else.... but after reading the entire mail and doubtingly asking myself who send this to me... i finally got the answer......

and there is my second answer from my Abba Father.....

so i think.... the answer is ....... KEEP IT...... WHATEVER HAPPENS.....

AND I'M KEEPING IT......

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when an answer comes in a very most unexpected ways....

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just go with the process.... soon it will be all over...

remember that your not destined to stay that way.....

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affected pa din pala ako kahit may decision na at nakapag-decide n din....

siguro ganun tlg.. d p sapat ang maikling panahon para makapg-move on.... pero d bale...

I KNOW... THIS TOO SHALL PASS....

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When life is sweet
say Thank you and celebrate
and when life is bitter
say Thank you and grow.....


the attitude:

a grateful and thankful heart in every situations...

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over thinking ruins you......
ruins the situations.....
turn things around
makes you worry
and just make things worse than it actually is......

so the best thing to do.....

STOP THE HABIT OF OVER THINKING....

DESTROY IT.....

BEFORE IT DESTROY YOU......

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there are far better things ahead than any we leave behind...

all we have to do is to look forward......

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Thank God I found the "good" in goodbye......

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and now.. i'm back with a REVENGE.......

WATCH OUT.... CAUSE THIS TIME YOU WILL SEE WHAT I'VE GOT.......

been quiet for a while..... hahaha... you really don't know me dear.....

you better be ready for everything...... co'z this girl...

IS NO ORDINARY GIRL....NO ORDINARY WOMAN.....

YOU'LL SEE....