the truth in my heart 35

and how would i suppose to tell you what i feel inside..... when in the first place you don't deal with petty issues in life...

maybe.. i should talk to you over here... but how.... u'r not even reading this page....

honestly.. i'm a little bit sad when we had that talk... i know your not imposing or asking me to do something but you know what.... i'm not insensitive nor a fool person not to get straight then and there what was that conversation for....

i know.. it's simply as... if that person can't do something.. then you do something....

i must admit... i'm hurt... (but oh well.. wala k naman paki dun db????).. i'm just wondering how come.....

i mean.. of all the person that i trusted so much... you know your one of them.. and yet... i had difficulty reconciling what your trying to drive from what i really feel inside.....

you know i'm not doing anything and here you are... you didn't even care to feel what i feel....

i know.. it's over.. but then again, i was not given to explain my side here and to let what i feel inside and maybe this is the end result of this all...

i don't know but maybe i loose a part of that trust i have for you..... even the closeness we had... those laughters and kulitan that i missed the most.... but then i can't force myself to bring back everything....

i know i'm just waiting for one thing that you would do.....EXPLAIN TO ME EVERYTHING THE TRUTH WHY....

then maybe i would be at rest again with you....