the bestfrend thing...

bkit nga kaya gnun?... kung kelan finally decided k n to give up on sumthing or shud i say sumone... saka nmn palilibutan k ng sandamakmak n issues s buhay ptungkol dun....

well... to start my day....devotion and even phrases n mkikita mo s fb.. all about "bestfrend"..... plus lht p ng applications n gusto mong sgutin dhil wala lng.. pamplipas oras... lht tumutukoy s issue ng "bestfrend"....

tpos, mkikipagkita k.. knino? s "bestfrend" mo at s new found/called "bestfrendz" mo p din s church to just have lunch wid dem...

tpos pgdating s work.... akala mo.. wala ng usapang "bestfrend" dito.... only to find out n s buong oras n ginugol mo s trabaho... usapang "bestfrend" at issueng "bestfrend " p din pala.... kaliwa't-kanang "bestfrend things" ang nsasagap at na-e-encounter ko...at syempre... kailangan k nilang kuhanan ng advice regarding this matter of "bestfrend".... at kailangan mong mg-payo ng lbas s nrramdaman mo kundi kung ano ung dpt at sinasabi ng Bible n dpt...

at s pg-uwi gling trabaho.... isang new found "bestfrend" ang bigla mo nkausap.... actually... it was really a surprise that this person.. i mean this guy... consider me his "bff".... hahaha... sobrang nkkgulat tlg...

we chat for more than an hour or so regarding the "bestfrend issue " agen... hay.. nkktuwang pg-uusap dhil lht umikot uli s usapang "bestfrend"....

at s aming pghihiwalay s ym... one thing he ask me to do.... or he said to me... " betchay.... dont give up on him, okay?"....

and the only word i say..... "i will...."

the bestfrend thing... i wonder why this thing keep on following and haunting me even though i said... it's all over now....

"what do you want from me...?" ... if i may ask....