its now time to cry....

and now it's time to cry...... cry when nobody sees you... when nobody hears you.. when nobody notices you... when nobody knows that your really hurting from the inside.... it's really time to cry...

when all around u at this moment is silence.... when all u can hear is the sounds of ur own hurt... ur own pains... ur own disappointments... and nothing else....

that eventhough u wud want to express it aloud that everybody might know and have some time to sit wid you and ask u..."what's wrong???".... u still chus to do it silently.... so that no one wud bother to mind u...

because that's how you want others to look at you or shud i say.. that's how they try to look at you... you remain wid no choice.... but to choose the best for the pipol u love so much.. hiding all the pains deep within the abyss part of your heart.... and portray a happy smile and look for others to be encourage.....

well.... that's my walk in this journey called life... nothing to be bitter about because you know.. u can still cry in the silence of the night... in the silence of what you choose to have.... you can say to yourself..."that's much better... kesa nmn ang hindi n umiyak at tuluyang mging mtigas ang puso s lht ng sakit..."

and everytime i cry... one thing is for sure.... that you will never see it nor hear it... coz u never know that even though im smiling and have a happy face... who cud tell me that im also crying deep within...???

hahaha... my own irony in life.... my own random thoughts and feelings...

and so... it's now time to cry.....