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co'z it's really taking one step at a time....

as what bff said.... SLOWLY BUT SURELY...

and i think.. i'm on my way now....

no more FALSE HOPES.....

only SWEET CHOCOLATE CAKE FOR YOU.....

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just remember this:

when i hand you this cake... it only means one thing.... i'm happy for you....

finally.. no turning back this time....

and promise: it's really from the bottom of my heart...

Points of view by joey albert w/ lyrics

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if there's anything i can do for now to bring back the confidence that once was lost in you.. how i love to help u... your such a talented person.. a gifted if i may say...

but i know things are not the same as it was before.... but how i pray that you might have the courage and determination to do that now...

you have a lot of things to share to the world... and it really saddens me to see you not giving your best when in the first place you are destined to give your best because you are simply the BEST...

i was really in deep thought now how to help you in my most simple ways.... well.. i guess.. you just have to remember all the good things or words i said to you before.. hope that could help... focus and concentrate on that.. co'z when i said those words.. i just didn't say it to flatter you or to make you feel accepted or important but when i said those words.. i really mean it from my heart because i simply BELIEVE IN YOU....

you have a lot of things to do... and you can still do a lot of things... keep on doing it dear...

honestly, i am not happy to see you that way.. i know you severely miss doing things just like before.. i know.. co'z i can see it in you.. but i also understand that right now.. your having a hard time composing yourself again... if only i could do something... i would...

i would love to see you again soaring the skies... it's the least i can do for now.. just remember everything i said before... it's all i have in my heart.. and it's all the thruth i have for you...

keep the flame burning my dear...

and the blog after this is for you...

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because you still need me... so here i am.. staying with your side no matter what......

facing everything.. hard and difficult.... light and easy.... moments of laughters and times of tears.....

for now.. i guess.. i have no choice.... you still need me and that's what you told me, right??? that "you need me"...and i think.. well... sumhow i still enjoy your company.... those times and moments that i still laugh with the rest whenever were together...

i know it would never be an easy situation now that were about to face..... but just as you need me.. i guess.. we both need to hang on.... you do your part. and i will give my best to make this work...hopefullly to see ourselves in the coming years both happy and productive....

but for now... YES.. I AM STAYING WITH YOU....

so you better treat me well this time... hahaha...

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and how would i suppose to tell you what i feel inside..... when in the first place you don't deal with petty issues in life...

maybe.. i should talk to you over here... but how.... u'r not even reading this page....

honestly.. i'm a little bit sad when we had that talk... i know your not imposing or asking me to do something but you know what.... i'm not insensitive nor a fool person not to get straight then and there what was that conversation for....

i know.. it's simply as... if that person can't do something.. then you do something....

i must admit... i'm hurt... (but oh well.. wala k naman paki dun db????).. i'm just wondering how come.....

i mean.. of all the person that i trusted so much... you know your one of them.. and yet... i had difficulty reconciling what your trying to drive from what i really feel inside.....

you know i'm not doing anything and here you are... you didn't even care to feel what i feel....

i know.. it's over.. but then again, i was not given to explain my side here and to let what i feel inside and maybe this is the end result of this all...

i don't know but maybe i loose a part of that trust i have for you..... even the closeness we had... those laughters and kulitan that i missed the most.... but then i can't force myself to bring back everything....

i know i'm just waiting for one thing that you would do.....EXPLAIN TO ME EVERYTHING THE TRUTH WHY....

then maybe i would be at rest again with you....

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isn't it funny how people would do everything just to caught someone's else attention????

honestly, i don't see any point of doing something because you want someone to notice you...unless for one truth.... YOUR REALLY NOT HAPPY WITH WHERE YOU ARE AND WITH WHAT YOU DO....

i'm not mad but quiet irritated with the things are going on... hello people... if what your trying to say is this:

1. " I'M HAPPY NOW "..... -- good for you... keep that happiness always....
2. " I ALREADY MOVE ON".... -- great... don't bother other people anymore...co'z honestly.. they are not interested as what your trying to say with your actions.... see... there's a lot more important things to do rather than focusing on you....but then... great that you already move on....
3. " I'M NOT HAPPY AND STILL STRUGGLING".... --- wow... honest enough to admit that??? well.... you've been there almost everyday of your life.... of course you know what to do....
4. " I STILL NEED YOU.YOU ALWAY MATTERS TO ME " ---- REALLY??? HAHAHA!!! i've heard it around 1000000000x ... but then.. u really don't know the true meaning of that phrase...
5. " NOTHING... I JUST WANT YOU TO NOTICE ME".... --- well... hope that that kind of "papansin" would make me smile all through my heart... but know what.... it only adds to that feeling of really staying away from you....


let me get it straight to you..... if your happy and already have moved on.... continue with your present life.... don't bother other people with your "papansin" tactics... it only annoys others... see... were all living in a quiet world and if you can't cooperate of making this world a better place to live... well i think.. you must be in outer space.... the world would not be needing those "papansin" moves...

but if your not happy and contented and still in that struggling situation.... my suggestion would be... take time to pause.. breath... and then look for those "qualified and matured people " that could help you to get out of that situation of yours....

and last.... if you just want to annoy or involve others with what your going through.... i would say that.. you let them know.. who knows they would be more than willing and eager to get themselves involve.... just let them know.....

and never show that kind of "papansin"tactic again... co'z u know what dear.... i have only one word for you.....

I PITY YOU ALL THE MORE......

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even if i keep it..... the truth would always be the same ... and the question would always be this.....

ARE YOU NOW READY TO FIGHT AND STAND FOR IT????

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i passed this road once ... and i was lost.....

then i passed this road again with someone... and that someone left me alone.... and so i again got lost.....

someday.. i'll be passing that same road for the third time... of course with someone.. but making sure sure that, that someone would never leave me so i won't get lost...

and ended enjoying the journey i made on that road....

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just when i want to give up... just when i cried so much.. hurt a lot.. ..quiet for a while... just when i thought that it's about to give up.......

i came again (for the nth times..hahaha) in prayer and ask my all-loving Abba Father for all of this.... I have a very good discussion and iyakan with Him.... I even asked Him to give me signs (I'm not doubting Him but it's my other side that is really makulit at this) whether to keep or to let go.... I asked Him of a very rare signs or answers... that if it His will to keep... shows me situations or answers that are very rare to me which will prove that it is really His will...(kulit ko tlg db??? d ble, my Abba understands me and loves me despite of my stubbornness) and if it's not His will.. e d walang sagot or signs.. i mean walang kakaibang mgganap dpt.... as simple as that but u know i'm really serious of this asking from Him....

a day passed and i haven't got my answer.. i thought, d nga siguro will.. but i was reminded.. i never give Him a tmeline pala...(hahaha...kulit ko tlg db???) pero honestly/... i was taking that possibility that it is really His will to let it go this time.....feeling ko kasi yun n ang gusto Niya mangyari... so i little by little accept the reality of that... until....

i open my account last night... and to my surprised.. a very rare answer came my way.... a rare name i found in my account... honestly.. i never expected to see that name... not in my wildest dream and yet there it is.... and so this must be the answer...

must be the answer because honestly i doubted...(kulit ko tlg eh.. eto yata yung mahirap tlga ako maniwala syndrome ko), i thought bk nmn nagkataon lng.. but call it coincidence... in God everything comes in His perfect time....

then again i asked Him for another sign or answer within this day.. an out of this country answer.. hahaha... and again without any timeline n nmn... but to my second surprise.... i was about to make my co-worker an acct which she asked of me yesterday.. and there i decided to make one for her and open my acct.. and then found a rare mail message ... it has no recepients written on it, so i thought this comes from someone else.... but after reading the entire mail and doubtingly asking myself who send this to me... i finally got the answer......

and there is my second answer from my Abba Father.....

so i think.... the answer is ....... KEEP IT...... WHATEVER HAPPENS.....

AND I'M KEEPING IT......

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when an answer comes in a very most unexpected ways....

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just go with the process.... soon it will be all over...

remember that your not destined to stay that way.....

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affected pa din pala ako kahit may decision na at nakapag-decide n din....

siguro ganun tlg.. d p sapat ang maikling panahon para makapg-move on.... pero d bale...

I KNOW... THIS TOO SHALL PASS....

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When life is sweet
say Thank you and celebrate
and when life is bitter
say Thank you and grow.....


the attitude:

a grateful and thankful heart in every situations...

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over thinking ruins you......
ruins the situations.....
turn things around
makes you worry
and just make things worse than it actually is......

so the best thing to do.....

STOP THE HABIT OF OVER THINKING....

DESTROY IT.....

BEFORE IT DESTROY YOU......

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there are far better things ahead than any we leave behind...

all we have to do is to look forward......

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Thank God I found the "good" in goodbye......

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and now.. i'm back with a REVENGE.......

WATCH OUT.... CAUSE THIS TIME YOU WILL SEE WHAT I'VE GOT.......

been quiet for a while..... hahaha... you really don't know me dear.....

you better be ready for everything...... co'z this girl...

IS NO ORDINARY GIRL....NO ORDINARY WOMAN.....

YOU'LL SEE....

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--- back to my "hiding place again"....

not the best place to be.... but a quiet place i know.....

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--- that it is really better to be quiet..... quiet for the rest of your life......

in a wink of an eye...

many things happen.. things that really surprised you so much.. things you never expected or should you say, never thought would happen at all... but it all happens.... and after that it's done.....

life goes on...

and what if....

and what if i say..... I WILL... WHEN ALL OF THIS IS DONE.......

i may not be for now... but who knows what awaits me.......

one thing i know.... I WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU ARE THERE....

when all i have are these words....

i trusted the man i knew....

because you were so unfair.... unfair in everything... you taught that i have planted something to worsen the situation when all in my heart was my way of helping with the situation.....

i didn't see it the way your narrow-minded mind and heart sees it.. and i didn't even know if someone fed you with the wrong interpretation of everything..... but it's no more a problem with me... atleast for now.. i see everything wide and clear...

that you really dont trust me at all.... that when you sed that i am your bestfrend... you really dont understand the meaning of it... you really don't know how and why...

since the day i met you.. i never intended to be close to you.. nor in my wildest dream to be your bestfrend.. but i guess.. fate and faith has brought us together.... it happens all in a flash.. i mean... we just see ourselves that close.. sharing things bout life.. bout anything under the sun.. un bang tipong walang hiyaan.. walang dpt itago... natatandaan ko p.. kung panong khit ang pinakasekretong bahagi ng buhay mo eh s kin mo lng nkwento.. at sabi mo nga.. d mo nkwento s "dalawang babaeng nging bahagi ng puso mo" ang bagay n ito.. i mean.. d mo nadetalye.. pero s kin hindi k nhiya ikwento ang lhat....lahat-lahat khit p alam mong ang tendency eh husgahan kita.. pero tanda mo b ang sbi ko s yo after ng kwento mong yun.... "tapos n yun.. wag mong phirapan ang sarili mo.. patawarin mo ang sarili mo dhil ang Diyos matagal k ng pinatawad dun"....

naging masaya tayo s mga ngdaang araw... pnahon... akala ko nga poreber n.... ksi nmn almost anything tlg... wala k ng itinago s kin.....khit p nga dun s point n n-mis-interpret ang sobrang closeness ntin.. tinawanan lng ntin ksi alam ntin kung ano ang totoo eh... that were bestfrend.. and remember you mentioned that to me 3x in 3 different places p nga.. which to my amazement.. "wow.. me bestfrend n akong guy..."

but things went from being smooth to rough in us... bigla n lng after a couple of days.. ssbihin mo s kin that "i am not your bestfrend".... alam mo yung feeling n parang gumuho ang mundo ko... ganun yung feeling ko nun.. ksi nmn.. all my life sobrang ginusto ko mgkron ng bestfrend n lalaki... at natuwa ako n walang ka-effort -effort.. bigla ngkaron ako.. lam mo yung "sobrang thank you Lord"... feeling...

pero ano nga b ang ggwin ko.. e di tanggapin ito and start moving on.... moving on everyday of my life thinking of what happened.. co'z u never explained everything to me.. you just left me hanging in there and just disappear without saying anything....pero alam mo yung sobrang loves ako n Lord (syempre ikaw din nmn)...at salamat n din dhil s dami ng pinag-daanan ko s buhay.... nkayanan ko n ang mga gnitong bagay..... at ganun n nga.. nk-move on ako s yo..(clap...clap..clap)

nging msalimuot p ang lahat ng pnhon at sitwasyon... pero ang haba para ikwento.... pero alam mo yung s lht ng yun s buhay mo... na-evaluate ko.. andun p din pala ko para s yo... khit alam kong d mo n ko bestfrend.. pero ewan ko.. siguro nga dhil nakapangako ako ke Lord s yo... tanda mo p b??? at khit ilang sakit at hirap ng loob ang naranasan ko s yo... alam mo yung at the end of the day.. gusto ko p din tulungan k at mging happy k... gusto ko p din makitang maayos k.. yung lahat ng mbuting bagay gusto ko pra s yo.. ksi nga ganun kita n-treasure bilang bestfrend s buhay ko....

hanggang isang araw... s walang kadahilanang rason.. June 14,2011...16:16... bigla ko marereceive ang isang text message from you..... " see you sa sunday ah.. Miss you bestfriend :) Di ako wrong send ...

hahaha.. sobrang ngulat ako.. actually bigla ngising mula s pgkakatulog ko... "ano eto??" at dun n nagsimula muli tayong ngkausap ptungkol s bagay n mtgal n nting kinalimutan.... at s huli.. ngdesisyon n "BESTFRENDS TAYO...."

khit p nga ang sitwasyon ngayon eh d n tulad ng dati... alam kong mlking adjustments ang dpt.... at aware ako dun... after all.. ang gusto ko lng nmn eversince eh.... mkatulong s yo s khit anong paraan....at mdmi tayong napag-agreehan n dpt nting gwin at isa n dun ang maging honest kht n ano p man yan..

at first.. nging masaya ang lht ng bagay... naging smooth sailing ang lht.. naisip ko.. siguro nga n-miss lng ntin ang isa't-isa dhil khit anong gwin ntin talagang tinuring natin ang isat-isang mahlaga s buhay ng bawat isa... pero alam mo yung bigla naging kumplikado uli....

hindi ko n ssbihin dhil alam kong alam mo n yung dhilan..... pero alam mo kung ano yung msakit n bahagi dito.. yung KELANGAN KONG I-GIVE-UP YUNG FRENDSHIP NATIN.. HINDI DAHIL GINUSTO KO.... PERO DAHIL IKAW ANG UNANG NAG-GIVE-UP... N ANG SABI MO.. AYAW MONG MABALE-WALA ANG LAHAT.. AYAW MONG MAUWI SA WALA ANG LAHAT PATUNGKOL S ATIN...PERO BAKIT NGAYON... TINAPOS MO N ANG LAHAT....???

dhil s isang link n minasama nyong dalawa ng gf mo... dhil hindi mo muna ako tinanong bkit ako ng-share ng link n yun s inyo.... dhil hindi mo muna inalam ang reason bkit ko ginawa yun... dhil pinairal mo n nmn ang galit at negatibong bagay kaya nkpgsalita k ng ganun s kin.....

s pgkakataon n mabasa mo ito.. bk tuluyan ko ng kinalimutang meron akong bestfrend s katauhan mo.... pero ganun p man.. gusto ko mlmn mo ang rason bkit ko gnwa yun..... hindi para sirain kyo kundi para mtulungan kayo...nabasa ko ang post n yon s classmate ko ng elem at nkita kong mgnda siya at bagay n gwing guide ng khit n sinong taong nsa relasyon.... para mas lalo nilang maalagaan at mapagtibay ang relasyon n meron sila.... actually ang dami p nga sanang link n i-po-post ko s inyo eh.. kso sinigurado ko muna n positive ang reaction bgo ko ituloy.. pero fail pala....minasama nyo maxado ng gf mo... wala s isip at puso ko ang khit n anong bagay pra ikasira ninyo... alam kong maaring mgtaka siya pero ikaw.. alam kong ma-ge-gets mo ang reason bkit ko ginawa yun... pero ako pala ang nagulat... dhil IKAW N BESTFREND KO EH MINASAMA ANG LAHAT NG BAGAY AT TULONG N GNGWA KO PARA S YO...at dhil s bagay n yan.. IKAW N DIN ANG TUMAPOS NG LAHAT PATUNGKOL S TIN.....

aaminin kong iniyakan ko ang sandaling iyon.. ang sandaling IKAW N NAGSASABING BESTFREND AKO AY BIGLA HUSGAHAN AT ITURING AKONG MASAMA DHIL SA GINAWA KO N ANG TANGING NASA PUSO KO SA MGA ORAS N YUN EH MKTULONG S INYO.. KHIT PA MAMATAY AKO S MGA ORAS N ITO.. IYON TLGA ANG NASA PUSO KO.... PERO PARA PALA SA IYO.. NEGATIBO MONG TINANGGAP...

pero tapos n ang pagluha... at s pgkakataong ito.. gusto ko n din pasalamatan ang mga taong ito...drei..arren..onin.. at miko. n s panahong hindi ko napigilan ang mapaiyak dhil s sobrang sakit ng loob eh tahimik n sinamahan ako at d n ngsalita p ng khit ano.... salamat mga anak ko......slamat s presensya nyo.. mlking bagay tlg...

at dito n nga magtatapos ang "journey" ko s ting dalawa.. as much as gusto kong ingatan at protektahan ang FRENDSHIP n meron tyo.. IKAW N BESTFREND KO... pero ano ang ggwin ko kung HINDI NA TAMA ANG PAG-IISIP N MERON KA S TAONG TINUTURING MONG BESTFREND??? ANO PA ANG SAYSAY N MAGPATULOY TAYO KUNG IKAW N MISMO ANG GUMIV-UP SA TING 2......

NKAKALUNGKOT MANG ISIPIN... PERO SIGURO NGA HANGGANG DITO N LANG TALAGA TAYO BEST..... S PUSO KO BESTFREND P DIN KITA... BESTFREND HINDI DHIL NATUTULUGNAN MO AKO.. KUNDI BESTFREND DHIL GUGUSTUHIN KO PA DIN GUMAWA NG MABUBUTING BAGAY PARA SA IYO.. ganun yata talaga ako mag-treat ng bestfrend..... SAGAD HANGGANG BUTO... HANGGANG S ARAW N MAWALA AKO SA MUNDO.. AYOKONG MG-REGRET ANG BESTFREND KO N HINDI AKO NAGING MBUTING BESTFREND S KANYA...

SO PAALAM N BEST..... HANGGANG DITO N LNG TLAGA TAYO EH..... HINDI KO GINUSTO.. PERO PINILI MO..AT NIRERESPETO KO ANG BAGAY N YAN......

PAALAM BESTFREND RICHARD ARVIN LIM.....

PAALAM BEST....

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---- dhil s isang bagsakang pag-iyak.. d mo akalaing matatapos n ang lht..... pgkatapos nito.. tapos n tlg....

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--- dhil nagsisimula mo ng maramdaman ang mapagod.... ang totoo.. ayaw mo naman talaga eh.. pero minsan o sabihin n lng ntin ngayon.... gugustuhin mo n lng tlg mapagod...

the bestfrend contract...

mkpg-sign nga sa party b...... at sa party a...... try ko maghanap ng bestfrend n pasok s criteria nito...

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because at times... i do feel im weak..... but yes.. it's a choice you really have to choose......

and when i am leave with no choice at all....

well then...

I CHOOSE TO BE STRONG

at least.. i know i made the BEST CHOICE EVER...

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--- dhil ang isang totoong nagmamahal.. hindi selfish..... hindi din self-centered.... hindi paranoid.... hindi praning.... hindi lang ang sarili ng iniisip... pero dpt sumhow isipin mo din.. masaya pa nga ba ang karelasyon mo s yo????

kung alam mo nmn ksi n nakuha mo ang pagmamahal niya sa tamang paraan.. siguro nmn d mo kelan man pgdududahan ang pag-ibig n meron siya s yo..... hindi mo din pagdududahan ang mga bagay n gngawa niya dhil alam mong hindi ito para sa ikasisira ninyo.... sabihin n lang ntin.. minsan me mga kasiyahan din siya n hindi lahat ikaw ang pwedeng magbigay.... may ibang mundo din kasi siya labas s yo.... at sana alam mo yan kung tlgang mahal mo siya.....

at kung alam mo din at secured k s pag-ibig n meron siya para sa yo... naniniwala akong.. wala kang dpt katiting n pagdududa s anumang bagay n gngawa niya or sino man ang kasama niya... dhil alam mo b.. khit ilang tao p ang mksama niya sa buhay.. kung ikaw ang nag-iisang mahal niya at ikaw ang siyang totoong nakakapagpasaya sa kanya... at the end of the day... may mgandang kwento p din siya s yo....

madaling maunawaan n mahal mo ang isang tao.. pero minsan tingnan mo din kung ang pgmamahal mo b s knya eh tama p o hindi na... tingnan mo din kung masaya p nga b siya n gngwa ang mga bagay n kasama k o napipilitan n lng din.... tingnan mo din kung nauunawaan mo p b siya at ikaw niya.. o bk sige tahimik n lng para less discussion... and i tell u.. dito ngsisimula ang isang mas kumplikadong bagay s relasyon....

bigyan mo siya ng hangin para mkahinga.. bigyan mo siya ng pgkakataon n makpaglakad-lakad ng hindi lang ikaw ang palaging kasama... bigyan mo siya ng pgkakataon n tumawa sa piling ng ibang tao n masaya din siya kasama... bigyan mo siya ng panahon n hanapin ang sarili niya....

kung anuman ang mangyari pagtapos ng pagpaparaya mo s knya..... taas-noo mo p din masasabi s srili mong mahal mo nga ang taong ito.. dhil hindi mo siya kinulong s pgmamahal n ikaw lang ang msaya.... hindi mo siya pinigilan n hanapin ang totoong siya.....

at alam mo b.. pgtapos ng lhat ng yun.... ang isang taong lubos n nagmamahal.... bumalik man o mawala ang taong minamahal niya... masaya siya sa anuman ang mging ending... hindi para sa srili niya kundi para s taong un n labis niyang minahal..... dhil ang pg-ibig n nais niya eh naibahagi nia s taong minamahal niya...

masarap ang magmahal at masarap din ang mahal k ng taong mahal mo..... at malalaman mo lang yan kung simulan mong unti-unting pakakawalan sa mga palad mo ang ibong mtagal ng panahong nahihirapan huminga at gusto n matutong lumipad..... kaibigan.... turuan mo siya at tulungan.. kung tlagang wagas ang pag-ibig n meron k para sa kanya...

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SANA PWEDENG GANITO AKO......

YUNG WALANG PAKIALAM....

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--- so kung "threat" ako.... ano ka pala sa buhay ng iba????

..... siguro si SUPER 8.......

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--- truly there is more in life than jealousy and being self-centered.....

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--- when your caught between your happiness and other people's ____________ ........

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--- ok lng yan... sabi nmn s yo.... there are many fish in the sea... of different varieties pa....

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--- dhil sa isang relasyon.... mas madalas kelangan ang pang-unawa at pagmamahal kesa sa sariling kagustuhan......

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--- my existence in this world is to be a "dwelling place" and not a "threat"....

for that's my name calls me to be....

" a dwelling place of God's grace.."

--- BEST

so never be threatened why i am here....

the truth in my heart #10

--- so when to really let go????

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--- dhil totoo mang masakit at mahirap ang pghihiwalay...pero alam mong minsan nagiging mainam din ito....

may mga bagay talaga sa buhay n kailangan mong pg-isipan mabuti kung ggwin mo b o hindi.... lalo n at alam mong hindi n sapat ang panahon para magdesisyon ka.....

gnun pa man.... isang bagay ang sigurado..... DAPAT KANG MAGDESISYON.... AT MAGDESISYON NG TAMA AT NARARAPAT... PARA SA IKAKABUTI MO AT NG IBANG TAONG TOTOONG MAHAL MO...

--- ganun tlga eh..

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--- at dahil ayaw mo ng kumplikasyon.... muli mong kukunin ang "maskarang" matagal mo ng itinago.......

muli itong lilinisin at isusuot.... dhil lang sa ngayon.. ayaw mo ng "kumplikasyon" sa inyong dalawa....

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--- dhil ayaw mo ng magsalita.... kaya simula sa araw na ito.... tatahimik k na lang.....

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--- dhil kapag gusto mo pala umiyak.... kaya mo itong itago sa lhat kahit p kaharap mo n sila....

na ang nakikita nila eh ang pagtawa mo.. pero sa kaibuturan ng puso mo... habang kaharap sila umiiyak ka na....

kaya mo palang pigilan ang pagdaloy ng luha mula sa iyong mga mata.... pero ang pag-agos nito sa puso mo... isang tiyak n bagay n d mo mapipigilan....

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--- maniniwala ka pa ba...o tahimik n tatanggapin ang nakikita mo???

sana hindi ang sarili mo ang tinatanong mo... kundi ang ibang tao....

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--- at ngayong mga oras n ito... bigla mo hiniling na "sana paggising ko, wala na akong pakiramdam"

dhil ayaw mo ng masaktan... dhil ang sandaling kasiyahan... eh sandali lang....

"na sana bukas pag nakita kita.. wala n kong mramdaman.. dhil alam kong sarili ko din lang ang sinasaktan ko...."

how i wish.....

at ihahabol mo bigla... "Lord, can u grant me this thing... this prayer (if it is a prayer)..???

the truth in my heart #3

--- nasasaktan ka ngayon...???? so??? ano??? me pakialam ba siya???? db wala naman....

--- yaan mo n lang... lilipas din yang sakit n yan.... kelan???? kapag manhid ka na sa lahat ng nakikita mo....

the truth in my heart #2

--- dhil sa tuwing nasasaktan ka.... ikaw lang naman ang nakakaramdam niyan... kaya bakit mo hinahayaan??? gumawa k ng paraan....

the truth in my heart #1

--- hindi lahat ng nakikita mo ay totoo.... pero kung minsan, gusto mo n lang ito paniwalaan para tapos n....

start of a new beginning....

dhil totoo naman n na-i-inspire akong magbasa ng saloobin ng maraming tao.. naisip kong bakit nga kya d ko gawin ang mga gngwa nila...

walang masama kung sumhow.. i-adopt mo yung gngawa nila.. for good din nmn ito db???

kaya ngayong gabi... a este.. madaling araw n pala (d ko alam kung tama ang oras s pc ko).. sisimulan ko ang isang bago s buhay ko.....

kung ano ito... hintayin mo n lang..

mainam din nmn...

minsan mainam din pala ang me sakit ka.... ksi khit n mtamlay k.. walang imik.. thimik at kung anu-ano p.. iisipin nila dhil lang yun s masama ang pakiramdam mo tlg kaya k ganun..

ang hindi nila alam.. me mas "malalim na sama ng pakiramdam" kang nraramdaman kaya ka ganun....

eh alam mo nmn s srili mo n ang isang simpleng sama ng pkiramdam s pisikal n katawan ay hindi mo iniinda khit kelan... pero ang "sama ng pakiramdam" sa loob ang mas mdalas mong naiinda....

at hindilahat ng tao alam ito... khit p nga siguro ang mga "taong pinakamalalapit" sa yo......

minsan nakakainis din eh... kasi ok n s kanila kpg sinabi mong "okey ka".... ayun, naniniwala n sila...pero kung titingnan ka talaga nila... makikita nila ang totoo.....

pero bkit p nga b??? e db ayaw mo din ng kumplikasyon.... aminin mo n lng n kung minsan.. hindi babae k nga tlga at nghahanap k din ng "care at concern" gling s iba.... n dhil babae k.. minsan nghahanap k din ng pinipilit k or sinusuyo or nilalambing k...

ganun eh.. babae k ksi.. aminin mo yan...????

pero ikaw kasi yung babaeng... hirap s ganito... d ble n lng n wag k pansinin.. d bale n lng n wag ka suyuin o alalahanin.. kesa nmn masanay k s gnito db???

basta mainam p din kung minsan n "masama ang pakiramdam" mo...

wait mo lang h...

dhil paalis kami ngayon for a lunch out with one of the church leader....... mamaya ko n lang itutuloy ang isang blog...

sana dito maka-relate ka... dhil ang hirap din pala nito ...

basta mamaya n lang....

what a glorious day!!!!!

happy day!!!!

s isang bagsak.. IBANG KLASE KA TALAGA LORD....

forgiveness you received... forgiveness you give......

i was really amazed how My Abba Father teaches me things... and how He will use my abba as complete example of everything.....

lam mo yung topic kanina during Lord's table eh "forgiveness"... and as my pastor say something bout forgiveness.... grabeehhh!!!

I'm not into figurative examples... (ewan kung tama ang term ko).....pero alam mo yung pati ang saktong sitwasyon or scenario eh ggamitin ng aking Amang nasa Langit ang scenario just to tell u sumthing....

kung ano siya????

go ask me in person....

but that was really amazing...

nonsese...

kung sa iba non-sense ang isang bagay... maaring s iba.. big deal un.... at alam ko naiintindihan un ng lht....

d ako mhilig mgsbi ng gusto at ayaw ko.. nor magdemand s ibang tao ng gusto at ayaw ko..... pero once n ngslita ako s isang bagay.. my ibig sbihin s kin un....

siguro nga s yo non-sense ang mga bagay bagay.. oo.. ksi d nmn ikaw ang nsktan eh... d nmn ikaw ang niloko.. ang pingmukhang "tanga".....

pero ksi s kin.. "big deal" siya.. at hiniling ko lng s yo n pgbigyan mo ako.. pero d mo p din ngawa...

oo nga pala.. kasi para s yo NON-SENSE ........

ok.. e di non-sense kung non-sense....

pero kung mhalaga ako s yo... sana alam mong big deal s kin yan.....

pero ang kulit ko nga... sinabi n ngang non-sense para s yo eh.... kaya d mo n nphalagahan ang damdmin ko s bgay n un...

cge naaaaaaaaaaaaaa... NON-SENSE N KUNG NON-SENSE....... BAHALA K N MUNA NGAYON.....

NON-SENSE NAMAN AKO PARA S YO EH.....

....

BEST.... BEST.... BEST..... BEST.... BEST.... BEST.... BEST... BEST... BEST.... BEST.... BEST.... BEST.... BEST....

BESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBEST.......

AT MADAMI PANG... BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT..................................

kaso wala siyang time for me.........

ganun talaga... masasanay k din....

time check...

no time for u now... but i'm hoping to have a lot of time for u... lam mo nmn kpg gnito ang pkiramdam ko... kaw ang gusto ko kasama dhil s yo nassbi ko llht ng walang alinlangan.. kaso tlgang wala tayong time for now....

d ble.. bk mlpit n.. bk mgkron n...

wait lng tyo uli h???

reality bites....

cguro nga dpt din talaga mg-isip.... at mg desisyon ng nrarapat..... dhil kung hindi.. patuloy lang masasaktan....

hindi sapat n ginugusto mo ang isang bagay.... anong halaga nito kung patuloy k din nmn nasasaktan pala....

masarap isipin ang thought n ang dating bagay n ginusto mo ay ginusto n din ng ibang tao..... sakto n sana dhil pareho niyo n itong ginusto.... pero ang sitwasyon nmn ay hindi tulad nuon....

pareho niyo n nga ginusto ang mga bagay bagay s ngayon... pero sitwasyon at pligid nyo nmn ang ngging dhilan para d ito maisakatuparan....

s totoo lang.... matagal n dpt ito.... matagal n kung sana naunawaan mo s simula ang tlgang ibig sbihin....

sana ngyon... khit kumplikado ang sitwasyon mtatag at matibay n ang relasyong meron kayo....

pero ano nga ba???? ano nga bang ggwin????

patuloy n ipglaban ang dpt dhil pareho n kayong ito ang gusto???? o tuluyan ng bitawan ang bagay n ito dhil me masasaktan lng kpg pinagpatuloy????

hindi nman insensitive ang tao at alam niyang lht ng ggwin nla kahit p nga wala itong "ibang meaning".. para s "knya" me "meaning" p din....

khit p nga ang gusto lng ng tao.. eh mamuhay ng masaya at tahimik....

sana lang... wag ka masyadong selfish.... dhil alam mo ang totoo....

... wag n lng... bk makasakit lang ang tao at masaktan k s mga katotohan.....

hayaan mo ng msktan ang tao... kung jan k nmn liligaya.... s pgiging ganyan mo....

pipiliin ko n lng mging msaya para s iyo at s ikakatahimik mo....

count your blessings....

and name them one by one.....

oo nga naman... sa daming blessings n dumating s kin.. anong reason p nga b ang mlungkot????

kung s "frends" at frends din lng nmn... i have them...... cge countdown tayo....

1. My bestest

2. My abba

3. My BFF

4. My Beloved

5. My panganay

6. My knight

7. My Princess Kaye

8. My Super Thoughtful Onin

9. My Bff Arman

10. My tropang "Buang"

11. Si Emman

12. Si Jerone

13. Si Allen

14. Si Balong

ay naku ang dami nila.. frends p lng yan.... sobrang dami kong n-mit at nkausap n mga tao these past few months...

at kung iisipin ko... wala tlgang dhilan mlungkot....

dhil khit saan ako lumugar at tumingin.. bawat isa s knila mkikita kong anjan para s kin...

khit simpleng txt, chat, tuksuhan.. asaran. tawanan... galaan... kalokohan... usapang non-sense... away -bata, pikunan... khit p nga iyakan at mg kwentong nkk-sad...

ewan ko s lht n yata ng anggulo.. nkasama ko at nkkausap ko sila..

ao ano nga bang reason n mlungkot....

wala db????

dhil s tuwing malulungkot ako....

siguradong isa s knila ang anjan for me...

o baka nga ang dami agad nila...

basta.. no reason to be sad.....

tama nmn.. nawala man ang isa.... isang damukal nmn ang ipinalit n Lord..... sobra-sobra p s kailangan ko...

so anong ggwin ko????

just count my blessings... and name them one by one...

frends p lng yan.. how much more s ibang bagay p... at s totoo lnag.. dmi pang nasa isip kong d ko n m-type dhil antok n ko....

pero nsa puso ko nmn lht...

natawa naman ako....

bigla tuloy gusto ko itanong ito s yo.....

" natakot ka ba sa sarili mong multo kaya ganyan ang naging reaction mo???? "

hahaha.. kasi sobrang nakakatawang malaman ang reaksyon mo.....

at kung sakali mang totoo.....

ok lang.. now.. talagang proven.. certified mg-"frends" kayo ng isa pang "takot din sa sarili niyang multo..."

how i wish... sana si Casper yung multong kinatatakutan mo... ksi "frendly ghost" siya db?? so d maxdong nakakatakot....

kaso mukhang hindi eh.....

"you are being haunted by the things you did in the past......"

sad lang for you and for your frend.....

ay d pala.. natatawa nga ako db.....

BIG SMILE.....

wag kasi wrong send....

wag kasi wrong send..... ayan tuloy... may mga tanong n hirap sagutin....

biruin mo.. ikaw n nagtanong.... ikaw p nahirapan sagutin.....

siguro nga d k p din ngbago ng tuluyan......

pero looking forward nmn ako dun....

ako p... overflowing grace palagi.....

just want to say it out...

one thing abba told me...

the heart and the mind should go hand-in-hand.....

so when these two agrees on something.........

GO FOR IT.....

it's really for you.. believe me....

choices u made...

minsan pipiliin mo n lng tlg....

pero ano nga b ang tamang pagpili??? sasabog ang utak ko s daming gustong sbihin... pero parang mas msarap manahimik....

basta ang mhalaga n lng siguro... pumili k.. at s pinili mo dpt......

1. dpt ito talaga ang gusto mo......

2. dpt dito k talaga masaya.....

3. dpt dito k at-peace...

4. dpt d k n nghahanap p ng iba or nagho-hope p ng iba...

5. dpt khit anong sitwasyon.. kampante k s ginawa mong choice...

6. dpt sigurado kang ito tlg ang choice n ginusto Niyang piliin mo.....

dhil kung hindi ito ang lht ng dhilan kaya ka pumili....

ngayon p lng... baguhin mo n ang choice n ginawa mo.. or forever kang mg-regret n d k pumili ng tama....

may wisdom k coming from above... my freewill k gawin ang dpt..... at sobrang mdmi kang strength para mgkron ng lakas n tayuan ang gusto mo tlaga....

wag mo n isipin ang ssbihin ng iba... ksi whether pumili k man o hindi ng gusto nila or pabor s knila.. me sasabihin tlg yan...

ang mahalga.. at the end of the day... before u go to bed and sleep.... thankful k dhil ginawa mo ang tamang pagpili.... at satisfied k dhil ang pinili mo eh ..

hindi dhil s sulsol ng ibang tao.... awa s ibang tao.. takot s ibang tao... o dhil u were left wid no choice at all.... kasi kung gnito.. kawawa k tg...at ang pinili mo....

after all the choices we made... are the choices who will define who we really are.. and who we believe and trust the most.....

kung hirap k p din... eto isang bagsakan......

PILIIN MO KUNG ANO TALAGA ANG GUSTO MO.. KIBER N LANG S SASABIHIN NILA...... PILIIN MO KUNG ANO ANG TOTOONG MAKAKAPAGPASAYA AT MAKAKAPAGKUMPLETO S YO......

DONT SETTLE FOR LESS.. WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE ENTITLED TO HAVE THE BEST......

GOD'S BEST.....

ito ay para sa lahat ng gumagawa ng choices s buhay...

dhil random....

dhil s sobrang random..... at hindi alam kung papasok o mg-re-rest day.......

well.. eto ako at nsa harap ng pc at blogger ko.... obviously... d pumasok...... eh kasi nmn kung kelan maliigo n lng sk p ngdagsaan ang mga k-chat mates... hahahah... at ang dhilan ky ngbukas ng pc..... alamin ang meaning ng aids at hiv.... highskul db????

at dhil jan... eto n nga d n nkpasok... ang haba p nmn ng tulog ko kanina... bk nmn buong gabi ako gising.....

try enumeration....

eh kugn subukan ko din kaya isa-isahin lht ng nasa isip ko??? as in 1-1000000000000000000000....

hahaha... bhala n kung san aabot... basta lumabas siya khit paisa-isa lng....

kaso kaya ko kaya un??? sk dpt b me pattern or guide????

o kahit ano lng n gusto mo i-enumerate at plbasin ....

basta importante.... ma-unload siya....

hahaha... howelll.... try.... after all there's no harm in trying...

no vacancy....

dhil kung minsan s dami pala nyang nasa isip ko... pwede ko n pala lagyan ng karatula ito saying....

NO VACANCY..... TRY NEXT MONTH....

hahaha... kung sana pwede ganyan sbihin s mga isipin db??? pg d n kasya..... next month n lng.... walang available eh...

let me ask u this???

well from the picture itself..... WHAT'S STOPPING YOU???

hindi yan mhirap f u only knew how to make the first step... the first move......

at kapag nasagot mo n ito at nakitang non-sense nmn pala yung bagay n ng-stop s yo to do that....

mas mdli ng mkpg-move..... ksi alam mo ng non-sense pala un...

parang fear... kung alam mong hindi k born to be a slave of fear....

well my dear.... NOTHING COULD STOP YOU.... lalo't alam mong sabi n Daddy.... go anak.... andito lang ako....

ang kulit mo kasi...

ang kulit mo kasi talaga.... ayaw mo n lang manahimik... sana naman bigyan mo ng pgkakataon n makpgphinga ang iba dhil tapos k n eh.....

pero bkit nga gnun??? khit ikaw d alam ang sagot dito?.. bkit nga b ayaw niya manahimik??? bkit b ganun p din siya??? bkit b khit ilang beses n at ilang tao n ang ngsabi eh eto k p din oh.. at ptuloy s pag-asa....???

matigas b ulo mo o sadyang iyan talaga ang gusto mo???

masasabi ko lang... kung jan k talaga masaya at jan ka matatahimik... sige .. go...... sasamahan p tlg kita.. promise.... kaibigan mo ako eh db???

gustong isigaw...

dhil kung minsan talaga kapag ang dami ng nasa utak ko... at ayoko n mg-isip..... isa n lng ang gusto ko talaga isigaw....

GUSTO KO NG MAG-ASAWA.........

hahaha... yun lang.. at maiisip kong...

anu b yun.... adik lng ako... sabay tawa....

i miss my "bestfriend"

yeah.... i miss you....

hindi dahil madami akong reserved n kwento.....

o kaya naman ay dhil gusto ko umiyak s balikat mo....

or lumabas n kasama mo tulad dati....

hindi din dhil gusto kong mg-stay up late para s mga kwento mo...

or abutin ng mdaling-araw s telepono dhil s yo...

o kaya yung walang patumanggang palitan ng text messages....

hindi din dhil gusto ko maulit yung mga "adventures" ntin...

o kaya ay umiyak k lng ng umiyak s blikat ko dhil hindi mo n kaya....

alam kong parte n lng ang lht ng ito s ng-iisang dhilan.....

at yun ay ang....

MISS LANG TALAGA KITA.....

YUNG PAGIGING IKAW MO KAPAG KASAMA AKO

AT PAGIGING AKO KO KAPAG KASAMA KITA....

yun lang nmn....

inquiries....

para sa iyo:

well.. kung me gusto ka malaman... try asking it directly to the person involved.... after all, nagbanggit k n din nmn ng name db????... buti n lng.. kilala ng taong tinanong mo ang taong tinutukoy mo.....d nmn galit s yo... why shud the person be??? pero.. payong kapatid lng..... wag mo n alamin ang mga bagay n d mo saklaw.....at kung skling my mg-chika uli nito s yo....eto lang ang isagot mo:... " excuse me..... tg-EFC kasi ako.... at s EFC... walang tsismoso o tsismosa.....".....

yun panalo yun....

para naman sa iyo n ng-chika sa kanya:

alam mo.. kung d ka masaya sa buhay mo..... try mo n lng mg-self reflect..... bk mdmi k p m-discover... kesa nmn... i-chika p s knya ang mga bagay n baka nga ikaw d din alam ang buong katotohanan.... kakalungkot yun..... wag nyo n isali mga sarili nyo dito.... ok fine.. concern k... kung totoo nmn kasi yan.. you wud rather keep quiet n lng.. kasi mas mlki mggwa nun eh. or better yet.. try bridging the gap between them instead of joining the "fun"....

eto mas panalo.... ambassador of goodwill....

para naman sa yo... nilalangaw ng issue:

well.... magkano n b kinita ng issue n to??? s sobrang tagal s takilya... naumay n yata lht ng nanood kaya ginawan n lng ng bagong "twist" s story line... para masabing bago k uli..... tama n .. try a different storyline... a new casts.. a different venue... un bang story n kapupulutan ng "aral" at pwede pang GP - GENERAL PATRONAGE...

happy viewing...

on being random....

bkit nga b gnun???

kung kelan tapos n???

kung kelan ok n..????

kung kelan d k n ng-iisip???

kung kelan masaya k n..???

kung kelan satisfied k n???

kung kelan ok n ang lht at ok k n din..???

saka bigla may papasok s eksena....

at ssbihing... "wait.... back to start again..."

tuloy ang mssbi mo n lng.... " ano b yan, kala ko p nmn mlpit ng mg-pack-up.... un pala start uli ng rehearsal....

dhil ang kwento pala ay kaylangan p ng mahabang oras ng reheasals

at ang ending ng story eh mtagal p...

kala mo p nmn... pwede n mg-relax at mag-enjoy with frends......

hahaha.. wish mo lng????

sorry!!!!

how to mend a heart when it is injured by something your not in control of the situation????

would a "SORRY" be enough to appease the pain???

if so.. then "SORRY".....

would silence can silence all the pain????

if so... then "i'll keep quiet..."

would avoidance can make all the difference and bring everything's back to normal???

if so.. then "hard will it be... but then i wud rather do..."

just to let you know.....

DREI... it was not meant to hurt you or bring pain or tampo.... at maging ganyan k for now.....

if all these things could help alleviate the pain you had for now.....

THEN I'M WILLING TO DO ALL OF THE ABOVE.......

I'M SORRY.. I'L KEEP QUIET... AND I'LL KEEP A DISTANCE FROM NOW ON....

tama k naman...

may saysay p nga ba kung magsabi ng totoo o hindi?

may magbabago ba s sitwasyon s pag-amin ng tama at kasinungalingan..?

sigurado nga.. wala naman talaga......

at s iyo man nagsasabi ng totoo... o sa iba...

s iyo man nagsisinungalin o sa iba...

ano p nga ba ang mahalaga???

hndi b ang panindigan kung ano ang ngayon......

lubos n kasiyahan at pag-ibig at katahimikan sa puso ang tanging hangad ko para sa iyo.....

nawa ay tuluyan kang lumaya mula sa lahat ng pgkukunwari at pagsisinungalin ... hindi s akin o sa kanya...

KUNDI SA SARILI MO.. dhil dito k lang magiging tahimik.. maligaya at makapgmamahal ng tunay at wagas...

happy day....

another happy day with my bff..... late dinner and late night jamming with one another at ate dang and jheg's house.....

truly none can compare the happiness and joy i have when i'm with these people.... I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!

irreplaceable ang samahan... at ang pgkakaibigang tulad s magkakapatid ay sadyang walang makakapantay....

salamat dhil nakilala ko n kayo nuon p.. at tunay nga s hinaba-haba ng mga panahong pinagsama natin.... ang pgiging MGA TOTOONG TAO AT KAUSAP... ay tunay n wala pa ding mintis....

MAHAL NA MAHAL KO KAYO BFF.....

next destination ntin.. Pangasinan at Baguio..... tuloy n tayo this June h????

can't really wait to be with you guys in an-out-of-town escapades.....

truly a HAPPY DAY to celebrate......

at talagang hindi stress ang araw n ito s kin..... i'm with bestest and bff this whole day... love it....

big smile ...

dhil ang magsabi ng lht ng saloobin s yo ay sadyang mainam....

natutuwa talga ako at nkilala kita....

salamat kaibigan.....

salamat sa isang samahang magtatagal....

dhil alam nating andyan lng ang bawat isa pra sa isat-isa....

manatili tayong totoong magkaibgan at magkaramay h???

salamat..... *** big smile****

to you....

well...

you just lost the most precious jewel you could ever find in the palace....

maybe you found a gem for now....

but the most precious...

the most priceless..

the most valued...

and the most treasured gem....

well...

you just let it slipped out of your hand...

and now it's in my hands......

stressful nga...

oo nga.. nkaka-stress pg inisip k palagi..... eh hindi naman ako magkaka-bigas s yo.... lalong malabong yumaman ako s iyo....

wait... ano nga b ang mainam n gawin s yo.....

think...think....think....

aaahhhh.. alam ko n.....

itapon ka sa basurahan... dhil dun ka nararapat....... your nothing but a trash... a good for nothing trash....

so what I am waiting for????

done already...... a place where you perfectly belong...... and believe nobody would take time to pick u again...

sa nanggugulo sa "beloved"

pasintabi lang po sa mga babasa nito h..... d ko kasi talaga mapigilan.... hahaha...

... at itatago natin siya s pangalang ...... ____________.... (teka nga.. jr. b siya or wat? )... anyways.....

alam mo kanina ang dami kong nasa isip n dpt nai-blog ko n ngayon.. kaso bigla d ko na maalala yung eksaktong mga salita.... siguro nga dhil hindi k nmn ganun kahalaga para bigyan atensyon ng khit sino lalo n ng beloved.....

sorry ha??? pero sana maging masaya k n dhil kung totoo ngang "kasabwat" k.. naisakatuparan nyo n ang matagal nyo ng plano para sa beloved... at d p b obvious..

kaya sana tigilan mo n siya... manahimik n kayo ... maging masaya kung ano ang nasa inyo at kung ano ang meron kayo.. dhil ang beloved.... dumating man s puntong nalungkot dhil may nawala s kanya... hindi nanatiling bitter dhil alam niyang "ang nawala ay hindi kawalan s buhay niya"....

so sana kayo din ng "friends" mo.... be happy my dear..... enjoy your youth.... at wag n uli manggulo ng ibang tao....

dhil kung makakaharap lang kita... ako mismo ang magsasabi s yo bilang isang ina.. ate at kaibigan....

kung joke lang s yo ang mga bagay-bagay.... sana s simula plang d k n nkilala ng beloved dhil isang malaking joke k lng pala...

alam mo kung ano ang ginawa mo.... magsabi k lang ng totoo.. bk mgbago ang lahat.....at malinawan ang mga dapat malinawan....

so sana.. tumigil k n.... at s mga frends niya n mkkbasa nito.... pki-remind ang "kaibigan" mo... ang gwapo kasi ng wualah... sana ginamit s tama.....

yun lang naman...