It's not that I don't like to work but hello... I've been working with my present company for 14 years now... and add another 2-3 years from other companies I've come to work with.. and i haven't experienced that long rest i ever wanted.... yeah, i've been leaving from work from 2-3 days but for sure it has a lot to do with doing ministries in the church or attending things with my ate in their church in pangasinan... everything is for other pipol p din.. but don't get me wrong... i never regret doing those things for them co'z it's one of the best things i've ever done in my life... doing other things for other pipol... sumhow.. i feel a great satisfaction of being in service for other pipol....
Pero minsan, gusto ko mransan yung mahabgn araw n walang pasok... (kaya ko kaya???).. oh baka nmn mainip lng din ako s bahay... kasi nmn sanay n kong pumasok almost evryday at khit ang araw ng restday eh ilaan s ibang bagay n dpt gawin....
Pero ksi mdmi p akong gustong gwin eh kpg walang trabaho... oo. mdmi p... s church n lng dami ko dpt gawin... mga tasks n hindi ko mgwa dhil s k-busyhan s trabaho. isa p sobrang hectic at hirap ng sched at mga gngwa ngayon.. ewan ko b, bigla nwalan tlg ako ng time s ibang bagay n dapat kong gwin s ministry ko... pero alam ko nmn, soon, mggwa ko uli yan.... hindi ako ppyag n mging gnon n lng yun for life.. ako p.... kaya wait lng... m-grant lang ako s mhbang bakasyon.. hahaha.. trabahong iglesya nmn ako...sarap.....
Basta bahala n.. malalaman ko din nmn soon eh.... kung pwede n nga lng din mg-resign db??? kso syempre my mga considerations ako tlg lalo pat isang mlking desisyon ang ggwin ko to resign... hindi nmn s hindi n ko msya.. pero i really want to try something else.. something different.... something n unique...
Before, hindi ko sure kung ttagal ako ng 5 years s work.. tpos lumampas si 5 years, then next sbi ko 10 years kaya.... pero s loob ng 10 years, never ko naisip mg-resign.. pero ngayon hindi pla just last year... parang gusto ko n mg-iba ng daan... nbigay ko n nmn ang lht ng kaya ko s trabaho... at alam ko naging mainam akong empleyado ng kumpanya ko..... at yun ang mhlaga....
Basta.. bahala n.... if GOd's will n mkpg-rest ako ng mahabang panahon.. y not db??? khit walang pera s pgbabakasyon.. ok lng.. gusto ko nga yun eh.. yun bang normal n tatakbo ang buhay.. ksi before nmn ganun tlg eh.. masyado n lng din ksi tayong minsan dependent s pera... pero sarap mranasan nun db??? at alam kong msusustain ko yun dhil hindi nman ako lumaking palalo.. kaya mas enjoy ang bakasyon ng tahimik at walang mdaming pera.... hahaha
Ay naku.. basta ini-imagine ko n sarili ko n andito s ganitong lugar.....
Habang nag-iisip at nagmu-muni-muni ka, nakaharap k s pambihirang creation ng Lord... more than enough reason to praise and thank God for everything... everything He has done.. He's doing and He will soon to do... knowing that whatever happens.. whatever your decision will be.. whatever circumstances brought you...your still confident enough that YOUR CREATOR.. YOUR JESUS.. IS ALWAYS AND WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU TO ENJOY YOUR JOURNEY AND THE LIFE HE HAS BLESSED YOU WITH....
looking forward to this enjoyable vacation with my Jesus!!!
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