when all i need....

when all i need.....

was a little respect from you.... you keep on telling me that you value everything im saying and been doing for you... pero bkit gnun???? at the end of the day.. i'll just find myself hurt of the truth n hindi totoo ang mga sinabi mo... you want me to believe of sumthing totally different from what your saying to what your doing... ano b ito.. slow k lang o sadyang stubborn k din???

was an act of obedience from you... im not doing anything to hurt you or put you in a very disgusting situations... madalas p nga ako ang nilalagay mo s gnung sitwasyon... simpleng pagsunod lng nmn for your own gud pero d mo nkikita ito... ang feeling mo... im hindering you or shud i say keeping you away from being happy... n lht ng gngwa ko for you ay para lang pahirapan k.... how cud u nmn????

was for you to trust me..... but here you've failed.... inisip mo n lahat ng gngawa ko ay hindi pabor s yo.... n gusto ko lng mhirapan k... kaya ngagawa mong m-question pati ang sincerity ng pgtulong ko s yo.. ang sakit kaya nun.... when deep in my heart.. all i really wanted was to help yo to the best that i can....

was for you to sumhow appreciate everything i'm doing.... pero kpg mlbo at mgulo n ang sitwasyon at ang paligid mo... at d n pumapabor ito s mga gusto mo... siguro nga ang tingin mo s kin isa ng kaaway.... hahaha... kakalungkot nmn.... gusto mo n ngang tumulong pero ikaw p din pala ang mppsama....

was for you to honour what i've said.... that if you really consider me as sumone you luk up to...siguro nmn you wud take time to honour wat i say.... alam mong hindi ito ang gusto kong gngawa mo pero bkit ito p din ang gngwa mo??? n kung vina-value mo lht ng sinasabi ko... sana kahit konting pgsunod may nkikita ako... eh ano kung nhihirapan k.... eh you honour what im saying eh and you respect me.... kaya khit mhirap s part mo at feeling hindi mo naiintindihan... sge n lng.. susunod ako... after all, alam mong hindi ako gagawa ng isang bagay s ikapapahamak mo...

and i guess it's really time for me to move on..... tama si bestest.... i've given so much s yo.... masyado ng madami eh... konting repect lng nmn ang kapalit nun pero hindi mo p mgawa...

now.. im on a crossroad of a decision....shud i or shud i not....????? kung ako lng alam kong hindi iyon mgging ganun kadali pero nid n gwin.... bk sakaling mkita mo ang importance ko s buhay mo at hindi iyong tipong kpg malungkot k, or hurt k, or mbigat ang feeling mo eh saka k lang makakaalalang lumapit at mglambing s kin.....

kung ano ang mging decision ko.. sigurado nmn akong mararamdaman mo ito s mga susunod n araw.... sana lang mging serious enuf din akong tuparin ito dhil hindi ito madaling gawin at pgdesisyunan....

isang siguradong bagay.. s puntong ito.. things wud never be the same or perfect again..... alam kong hindi madali.. pero determined ako.... at no one can hinder me from doing the right thing now.....

pero s ngayon.... ISANG MALUNGKOT N PAALAM PARA S BAGAY N ITO..... bk kpg n-learn mo n ang mga lessons.... makikita mo uli akong bumalik s harapan mo......

HINDI MADALI PERO S NGAYON DAPAT N TLG..... MAXADO MO N AKONG SINASAKTAN....