Bago dumating ang araw ng Linggo... nakagawa n ako ng desisyon s srili ko at nakapgpaalam n ako s mga tao s pligid ko... alam kong hindi madali.... pero para kasi s paningin ko... dapat at tama lng...

sabi ko s srili ko nung sabado... "this is it... after the day tomorrow... i will deprive myself form texting, chatting, talking and seeing pipol around me... for 1 week... 2 weeks... i dont know.... but this im really serious about..."

pero alam mo ung gud thing about having wat u want... kasi most of the tym.. it goes totally opposite to what God really wants.... hahaha.. nakakatuwa dhil pggising p lng ng umaga ng lunes.. pinakita n agad s yo ng Lord n... may mali s gusto mo mangyari...

tpos lam mo ung hihirit k p ng... hindi kaya... (may kakulitan lng po ng ulo minsn)...tpos un n.. sunod-sunod n ipapakita s yo ang lahat ng bagay at sitwasyon... at tlgang non-stop ang revelations ng mga pangyayari.. .. walang puknat n sandaling ipapakita lht ng bagay s yo at lahat ng tao... un bang hating-gabi n.. eto p at humihirit p tlg...hahaha...

so anong gagawin mo n?..... u still stick to wat u want or u will automatically shift to what God is showing you....???

syempre, dinaan ko n nmn s pg-iyak... at s pilit n pg-unawa n ito kasi ang dapat eh.... "beth... nlimutan mo n b... wat ur name calls for u...?... gngwa mo ang isang bagay n hindi ka totally masaya.... oo ok, k n my tym k for urself. pero masaya k bang nkikita silang ganyan.... u know wat's really inside ur heart... and u are the only one who can answer it with all honesty.... admit it beth.. ur happy serving God thru serving pipol... ur called to do that... that's ur purpose....that's ur life while still here in EFC.... and about ur hurt... your pains.. your pagod.... remember... my grace is suficient for you..... I can handle it for you...

so pgkatpos ng lht ng ito... moment with my Man..... eto n ang malinaw....

OWARI CHINMOKU......

from SETSUNA CHINMOKU...(MY MOMENT OF SILENCE...) TO OWARI CHINMOKU... ( THE END OF MY SILENCE....)

GRACE LANG NG LORD ANG LAHAT NG ITO.... SALAMAT S PANG-UNAWA S KABUTIHAN AT BIYAYA NYA...