hirap nmn...

hirap nmn....

s isang sitwasyon n hindi mo lng n-kontrol ng maayos... bkit kailngang pti pgging kristiyano mo, m-question....?

alam ko nmn... wala akong dpt i-explain coz.. its not an excuse not to go... pero khit mg-sorry... wala ng epek s knila...

at ang nakikita nila ang pgging christian ko n hindi tumupad s usapan at hindi ngpk-christian dat tym...

oouucchh...

hirap pala.... pero isipin mo n lng... gnun mo lng siguro n-establish ang sarili mo s knila... n khit 10 long years n ang ngdaan.... u still remain the same beth for them... christian... true to her word.... and never lie....

haaayyy... sarap sana isipin n gnito k nila tingnan.. encouraging db?... pero pano kpg n-question n dhil lng s isang munting bagay...

do i have to keep on explaining and saying sorry s knila... if i know that it wud not make any sense at all....

gusto ko ipagtanggol ang srili ko... pero paano.... d din nmn nila pkikinggan...

at lht ng nririnig ko s ngyon eh puro pambabatikos s pgiging christian ko.....

emergency nmn tlg ang nangyari khpon... at ung iba png nangyari after the hospital visit was not to my control... i have people n kailangan ng help ko dat tym... kaya i have to help dem...

and also i have my friends (highschool) who really longs to see me after all these years....

sumasakit lng ang kalooban ko and again parang gustong umiyak... pero sbi nga ni ptr. paul knina....

SAVE YOUR TEARS TO WHOM IT IS WORTH... and i should say.... I HAVE DONE THAT.... CRYING AND LETTING MY TEARS FLOW FREELY TO THOSE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE SO MUCH AND WORTH EVERY SINGLE TEAR THAT I CRIED ....

i should decide for now.... as the song goes.... I KNOW WHO I AM... I KNOW WHO I AM.. I KNOW WHO I AM... I AM YOURS.....

at khit ano p ang sbihin nila.s ngyon... after all... d ko n din nmn mbbgo un dhil naisip, nasabi at nabitawan n nila.....

panghahawakan ko n lng ang mga pangako ng aking Ama.....

YOU ARE MY MOST PRECIOUS DAUGHTER ... THE APPLE OF MY EYE.....MY MOST BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS WHO IS AN HEIR OF MY KINGDOM....

MY VERY OWN BELOVED WHO IS TOTALLY ACCEPTED.. DEEPLY LOVED... GREATLY BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVORED.....

MY PORTION AND MY RIGHTEOUSNESS.... AND WILL FOREVER REIGN IN LIFE.....

haaayyyy.... sarap nmn... coming from the very mouth of my ABBA FATHER.... it satisfies my wounded heart for now.....

gnun tlg beth... u cannot please other people.... but just be happy and convinced... that you know in your heart...

THAT THE CHOICE YOU MADE LAST NIGHT.... WAS ONE OF THE BEST CHOICE YOU EVER MADE IN YOUR LIFE....

and so.... IM THANKFUL.... THANKFUL FOR MY ONE TEAM......

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